Today! Wow, such a day. A lot of thoughts have been racing through my mind. Every time I start a new cycle in life, there is something I automatically do; Pray.... I just have to pray because when I realised how broken I am without God, I know He is the only one I can begin with. I had a lot of time today to reflect on many things in my life. I'm a girl with many dreams, so many that sometimes they seem like pipe dreams but deep down I know they can be achieved. Just a little more effort, a little longer until I reach a little closer and I qualify to succeed.
Today sort of earmarked a beginning-A great beginning-for me. I made a promise to God as I sat in the bus on my way home. In a form of a simple form of communication, I told Him He was invariable in my life and I was going to treat him as most important above all else . It was a pledge and I believed that He listened because it dawned on me and I just understood that I have chalked all the successes through no effort of mine, I have walked through trials but stood firm through no strength of mine, I have embarked on stressful escapades and I have moved from a level to another without unwarranted stress through no effort of mine but God indeed saw me through. Most often like a fished bobbed out of water, I struggle to survive but when I finally survive and I look back at where I started from and how I reached a particular point in life, I know the hand of God is strongly at play. I was at a workshop at school today and most of the speakers mostly provided us with foundation materials for the future. And as they spoke a lot of ideas came to mind. A broad picture of what I sought to achieve was vivid on my minds eye but I just knew I needed permission. A pass from the Maker before I put the pieces together and this happened so fast like the speed of lightening that I just had to be pensive to understand everything more vividly. Indeed life on this earth is a preparatory step for the real production. A dress rehearsal before the real performance. Also,some time ago I learnt about integrity and just today, a speaker just reiterated it and I just knew it was my message. I need to be self disciplined . True leadership starts from being self-disciplined. We know our shortcomings and it's up to us to make the change-self discipline. My point? Learn from my experiences of seeking the face of God first in everything because I can attest to the fact that he has held my hand throughout the raging storms of life...
Today sort of earmarked a beginning-A great beginning-for me. I made a promise to God as I sat in the bus on my way home. In a form of a simple form of communication, I told Him He was invariable in my life and I was going to treat him as most important above all else . It was a pledge and I believed that He listened because it dawned on me and I just understood that I have chalked all the successes through no effort of mine, I have walked through trials but stood firm through no strength of mine, I have embarked on stressful escapades and I have moved from a level to another without unwarranted stress through no effort of mine but God indeed saw me through. Most often like a fished bobbed out of water, I struggle to survive but when I finally survive and I look back at where I started from and how I reached a particular point in life, I know the hand of God is strongly at play. I was at a workshop at school today and most of the speakers mostly provided us with foundation materials for the future. And as they spoke a lot of ideas came to mind. A broad picture of what I sought to achieve was vivid on my minds eye but I just knew I needed permission. A pass from the Maker before I put the pieces together and this happened so fast like the speed of lightening that I just had to be pensive to understand everything more vividly. Indeed life on this earth is a preparatory step for the real production. A dress rehearsal before the real performance. Also,some time ago I learnt about integrity and just today, a speaker just reiterated it and I just knew it was my message. I need to be self disciplined . True leadership starts from being self-disciplined. We know our shortcomings and it's up to us to make the change-self discipline. My point? Learn from my experiences of seeking the face of God first in everything because I can attest to the fact that he has held my hand throughout the raging storms of life...
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