Be good to me, dear 2015

           New year....Everything is New!
 Hey Folks! Welcome to 2015..I'm beginning this year with great pomp with God and the  valuable accessories follow..lol. It's unfortunate that Paakow(you should know him by now...THE ANGEL GOD GAVE ME(does that ring a bell? Look through my posts then and FIND HIM because he is important)) is far away beyond the high seas...else like last year, he would have helped me start the year with high spirits. But I have struggled through to learning DISCIPLINE and I have emerged victorious with his aid. I'm so blessed..
 Okay, driving straight to the point,  just yesterday Dennis (he's best buds with Paakow) asked me this question, 'When you look at yourself in the mirror,  what do you see?'. Wow, that's deep. Initially, I told him,' oh I see me'. But trust me, I knew the answer he was looking for...something ethereal...out of the ordinary.  I hadn't given it much thought. But I know there is always one thing I want to be-A WOMAN OF SUBSTANCE. I gave that to him as a second response to his question but I guess that wasn't satisfying enough.
  So all along I had been deceiving myself by telling myself I've got a lot of dreams but to think I never had concrete dreams is something that never ever crossed my mind. I don't want to be the teenager who lived without anything to stand for, to hold on to. This conversation,  I promise,  had really enlightened me . And it's a good way to begin my year. Well, it's a fact that in 2019, I will become a fully fledged doctor but what's the next thing? I would want to travel to many places beyond the high seas but what's the biggie.  I'm finally led to one conclusion,  I would want to be like JESUS CHRIST. That would sum up everything.  It would encompass all and everything I hope to have or even dream about. Yeah, it sounds too difficult to achieve but who says it's beyond limits? NOBODY!!
    The year so far.....

  My year hasn't started badly at all.  I have got a lot of blokes telling me I'm beautiful( in my country today, I'm afraid that's the norm. Some have ulterior motives whilst others are truthful), I started with God, I'm continuing with Him and funny enough,  I'm praying fervently that I get a new mobile phone this year (an I phone, maybe) on with a superb camera quality (I'm a photo freak) and also, I have planned in my heart to keep my loved ones so close. I love and that's me (#wink)..I have planned to write down some future plans like who I wanna marry( haha, I told myself I want a light-skinned guy ,in our Ghanaian terms a 'halfco'), how many kids I wanna have, what my area of specialisation would be(heart surgery isn't a bad field, though) and how I can combine my family life with my life as a medical doctor. Everything is CRITICAL this minute.  It's Necessary!  All things are possible to them that love the Lord and because I love the Lord, I know I'm in for something very excellent.


                    LIVE          LOVE      LAUGH    LEARN
Just recently I was thinking about a lot of important things.  I looked at my life, I searched through it and I heartily came up with the greatest definition of all times. Lol. A BEST FRIEND (NOUN): someone you love so much but is impossible have a relationship with.
I thank God Almighty for the pillar of friendship He placed in my life. I really don't know where I would be if He hadn't given me such a friend as my best friend. CHEERS TO THE GREATEST FRIEND I HAVE LEARNT TO LOVE,!!!
 

Okay, there is School!  Wow! Last semester my experience with school wasn't good enough.  I was extremely worn out. So worn out and at some point I begun to doubt my ability to overcome every challenge.  I wasn't satisfied with where I was but I didn't make any effort to change, I wasted most of my time pursuing futile escapades. I listened to the news less and I chit-chatted a lot too. In the end,  my semester wasn't enjoyable.  I had written of goals boldly and posted them in the wall by my bed.
And yeah, I couldn't not wait for the semester to end quickly so I could put everything together and prepare for a better 2nd Semester. So far, I managed to get the doctor to prescribe some vitamins for me and also i have gotten enough rest. So I'm 50 percent ready. I have to scan through a little neuroanatomy as well as neurophysiology before the semester begins and that, I haven't done. So I guess that would account for the rest of the 50 percent. With barely a week to go back to school, I'm thinking about the means to complete the next 50. I will see what I can do.....

  RISING AGAINST HOPE AND PURSUING REALITY
........Beyond everything, quite above everything I believe my year would be great. I've got success to pursue and negativity to conquer. I hope to read a lot more than I have ever done and work against all odds to stay close to God.
                    HOUSE VRS GOD
 I watch this medical series, HOUSE, and I come across an episode HOUSE VRS GOD. My curiosity is peaked and all I hope for is that the script writer would just prove Dr. House wrong concerning his disbelief about the existence of God. But they burst my bubble.., oh Noooo! House scores the same points as God. Unbelievable!  It can't be Possible!  It's just fiction.  I'm glad. God is Supreme!  Nona Compares! Peace out




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