About me!

               Welcome to my world,
  The journey promises to be interesting, there would be some bumps as we progress  but hey relax, I have got all under control.
           Hello, Meet me.
   

A young lady who is too obsessed with the idea of being groomed into the perfect lady anyone could ever come across. It's true nobody is perfect but it's worth a try. Oh well, if I don't reach the 100% mark, I know there is something known as 'THE PERFECT IMPERFECTION '
   

I have my flaws. Trust me, I'm heavily  flawed. But what keeps me standing is my great desire to rise up the challenge and overcome these flaws as soon as they rear their ugly heads.

I have come a long way. It's been 20 years so far and although it may seem so inadequate  a time to talk about experiences, I must say I have been through  a lot in the process of desiring to be refined through the flame.

 it may be a shock to discover that I have confidence issues. At some point in my life, I asked myself I was truly progressing or ignorantly retrogressing. 

Well funny enough, although sometimes it seems like I have overcome my timidity,  other times it looks like I have being revolving around a stationary point. Coming back to where it all begun. Aaargh! We all have our fair share of weaknesses. Some may be visible whilst others may be latent. Who cares? What matters is how you help yourself correct those weakness! My palpitations, my anxiety attacks, my morbid fear of spotlight and the wave of thunder that spans through  my being  each time I am caught unawares are all bound to end someday. I look forward  to that! Let's drink to that!!

I have a great extended family. One that is clamoured by many lazy folks whose major aims are just too parasitic for my liking yet I'm compelled to accept what I have just the way it is. I have very young siblings,  ever pretty yet always tired mum and a strict and very lethargic dad( oh well, he has changed now.. He jogs now so he's got a lot of ATP ) who is my hero because without  his eagle's  eye  I won't be where I am today. My parents have lots of people to care for! I get angry sometimes  but I know all things work together  for my good.

In the near future,  I want to be a heart surgeon. I say that now because I haven't truly explored all the opportunities  available. My dreams are bound to change. I'm not really the conservative type. Oh yeah, I'm a neat freak (sometimes, some of my friends think I have an OBSESSIVE-COMPULSIVE DISORDER.) shrugs, I just don't like anything nasty!

 I'm in love with order!!! Everything in my life must be orderly. PERIOD 

 I used to enjoy watching soaps and telenovelas  so as young as I was I had a lot of fantasies about love and the whole issue of relationships, marriage  and future  spouses. And to think that I had a crush I kept to myself for a lot of years till I had an opportunity  to live those ideas I nursed in my mind. Haha soon I realised that everything  I wanted was far from reality. Sadly,it ended before it even began and I stashed it away. It took a long painful while though.

Now I'm in full terms with reality. Reality hasn't been quite appealing but I have to come to accept it's influence in my life.

 Ever since I was little, I have had the greatest tendency to focus too much on one thing and completely  ignore the other  equally important  thing. And this has taught me great lessons I keep relearning. It's sad because  I always end up losing on both sides!

 I love God. I'm a firm believer in Jesus Christ.  I have embraced my ministry as an intercessor. I love to pray. I just need much discipline  to be very studious with the WORD as I do with other academic ventures. More grace abounds.

ooh yeah, one of the awesome  gifts  God had given me is the gift of love. When I decided to pour out love,  sometimes I get too empty I wonder if I could ever refill. I just love to love.

I sing too. I'm part of MEDICAL RESCUE TEAM (a choir) of my class. It's awesome to sing songs that minister to souls and edify our Maker! I love fashion,style and glamour. It's no wonder  that I'm always looking for ways to improve myself in terms of personal presentation. I look forward to a future of class. We are called to be the light of the world not only in our deeds but also in our appearance. I believe in looking good-real good

So, that wraps up me! A simple girl with complex thinking processes.