Very long while

It's been a pretty long while
Some filled with drugs which taste like bile

Oh others, full of smiles and laughter
Some days, in the eyes of my mother
I believe my days will get brighter
I have to be a fighter

Joy,laughter,pain, anger and indifference
All spiced up my karaoke
My karaoke in real life
I'm getting better at my game
I'm the girl,the main