Kokui❤❤
Kokuiiiiii
My sugarlita sistersita
I love you so much that I'm scared
That love grows like a monstrous cancer
I want to runaway
Because God says I might need a chemo
I have told him a countless number of times that I need more anti-apoptotic, mutations for the my-love-for-you gene
and some folate just to keep it growing
Despite all the emojis you send me and nothing about my how-are-yous
Each time I see you,my mutation speeds up, the anti-apoptotic's frequency beats that of a super race car.
Sometimes I feel dizzy
No wonder God said I needed a chemo
I can't count the number of times I have tricked the angels at the surgical ward and have taken to my heels only to find myself chased by those winged beasts
It feels like I'm surrounded by annoying flies
Always bugging and droning in my ears
I'm stubborn
Although I succeed frequently,In the end I didn't succeed at all because the love keeps growing that God has to dispatch more angels to lead me back to my worst fear-that chemo
I look monstrous now
I look pathetic
But I don't mind, as far as I'm concerned I never want to see my love for you die
You are a part of my story
A great part of it
My precious script, and funny enough your role in this whole show is much more intense than you realise
So let's say that today, all I want to do is to prompt you!
I want to warn you that despite the fact that I want that monster growing inside me, I may come to the point where the world me never want to a me a second glance at me (I'm not bothered much about that)
And though not bothered, if you mess up with that beautiful script that God has planned for both of us and all the world,
I would match to the surgical room myself
Infuse anesthesia myself
And knocking down my CNS with a barrel of infused pain relief,
And plead with God to remove that cancer.
I would scream that he did it FASTER
I know I may not be the best of friends
But regardless, I have you best interest at heart
I went into a bargain with God the other time
I told him, 'Hey Chap, you see that girl over there huh? Make her story beautiful. Make her dreams come true and make her life a memento of your glory. If you do that I shall allow you to remove the cancer'
That would have been the most beautiful exchange
But my fears drown me into tears
All the years,through the wears and tears, I'm even more afraid to lose the love I have for you even in spite of that beautiful exchange.
You are cherished my dear cousin😂😂😂
And the world would be a better place with you ever present
Keep that smile
I'm sure it's a catalyst to my cancer
But who cares
I love you Kokui
And I pray that God elevates you to a place where no one would look at you and doubt that our God truly exists
You are carved out from a canvas so unique
I heard God whisper to one of those stubborn and annoying angels that,'she's all that is left,no other kind of canvas is her'.
So special your other name starts with an S
Happy birthday sweetheart
You're deeply loved
My heart beeps even louder with that device that God has placed by it to monitor the cancer.
It's annoying
My sugarlita sistersita
I love you so much that I'm scared
That love grows like a monstrous cancer
I want to runaway
Because God says I might need a chemo
I have told him a countless number of times that I need more anti-apoptotic, mutations for the my-love-for-you gene
and some folate just to keep it growing
Despite all the emojis you send me and nothing about my how-are-yous
Each time I see you,my mutation speeds up, the anti-apoptotic's frequency beats that of a super race car.
Sometimes I feel dizzy
No wonder God said I needed a chemo
I can't count the number of times I have tricked the angels at the surgical ward and have taken to my heels only to find myself chased by those winged beasts
It feels like I'm surrounded by annoying flies
Always bugging and droning in my ears
I'm stubborn
Although I succeed frequently,In the end I didn't succeed at all because the love keeps growing that God has to dispatch more angels to lead me back to my worst fear-that chemo
I look monstrous now
I look pathetic
But I don't mind, as far as I'm concerned I never want to see my love for you die
You are a part of my story
A great part of it
My precious script, and funny enough your role in this whole show is much more intense than you realise
So let's say that today, all I want to do is to prompt you!
I want to warn you that despite the fact that I want that monster growing inside me, I may come to the point where the world me never want to a me a second glance at me (I'm not bothered much about that)
And though not bothered, if you mess up with that beautiful script that God has planned for both of us and all the world,
I would match to the surgical room myself
Infuse anesthesia myself
And knocking down my CNS with a barrel of infused pain relief,
And plead with God to remove that cancer.
I would scream that he did it FASTER
I know I may not be the best of friends
But regardless, I have you best interest at heart
I went into a bargain with God the other time
I told him, 'Hey Chap, you see that girl over there huh? Make her story beautiful. Make her dreams come true and make her life a memento of your glory. If you do that I shall allow you to remove the cancer'
That would have been the most beautiful exchange
But my fears drown me into tears
All the years,through the wears and tears, I'm even more afraid to lose the love I have for you even in spite of that beautiful exchange.
You are cherished my dear cousin😂😂😂
And the world would be a better place with you ever present
Keep that smile
I'm sure it's a catalyst to my cancer
But who cares
I love you Kokui
And I pray that God elevates you to a place where no one would look at you and doubt that our God truly exists
You are carved out from a canvas so unique
I heard God whisper to one of those stubborn and annoying angels that,'she's all that is left,no other kind of canvas is her'.
So special your other name starts with an S
Happy birthday sweetheart
You're deeply loved
My heart beeps even louder with that device that God has placed by it to monitor the cancer.
It's annoying
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