I'm going away for a while

I'm going away for a while
Where?
I don't not know
But I'm summoned  hither
To a beautiful place
I'm lost in the myriad of blues
Swimming through no clues

I'm going away for a while
Away from anxiety
Away from plenty
I have being bobbed belly-wise into a land of many
My joy isn't complete
At least not yet

I'm going away for a while
Long enough to know i have been away for a while
With distance as wide as the nile
I don't belong amongst these people
There are tell-tale signs all over
I need a pullover
To protect me from this great cold
That shrinks my joy

I'm going away for a while
Away from moving through the motions without emotions
Just away from holding on to a pull
That's leads me like a mule
Stubbornly to it's pool
Of disorderliness

I'm going away for a while
Where?
I do not know
I'm  summoned hither
To a beautiful place
I'm lost in the myraid of blues
Swimming through no clues

I'm going away for a while
To a place of rest
A place with order
A place where I don't expect to be loved by specific people
For all love but equally
I needn't rally

I'm going away for a while
To a solitary place
Where I'm directed by God
To move in a direction
Im oblivious about
Just living through the motions
Without emotions
I'm surely going away for a while

I'm going away for a while
Where?
I don't not know
But I'm summoned hither
This beautiful place
But I will surely like  plastic
Resurface after the great drowning
Into the sea of not-knowing

But I will surely come back
Better
More equipped
Than I left off.