Dearest God

The decision behind the decision
Is of all the decisions the most difficult to make
I have spent a countless number of nights recounting how good you have been
Just by how easily you swung love right into my arms
And no matter how hard it is to deal with
The decision behind the decision
No matter how tough, is the best I could have made

Today, someone told me that distance makes the heart go yonder
Not in certain terms but by saying
'When we look at the stars in the dark sky when it's night time,they seem smaller than they actually are...that's what distance does to friendship.'
Help me oh God to see beyond my myopia
Just when my world seemed so much better
My little sunshine is stolen to the letter
My tears swam across my cheeks into nothingness
I must stay stronger
I will reach out to You much longer😔✨🎉
Because with you I feel much better
It was always the decision behind the decision🙇